Angry with Papa

Feeling so angry that papa was 64 years old when we moved to England. He decided to stop working at such a young age. He could have worked and supported us. We could have completed our degrees and have had our own house. We could have been in so much better financial state than we are. We had to struggle so much, unnecessarily, especially after I gave birth to Mustafa. Which other father has done this to their kids? None. No one. Just my papa.